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...and then she realized

I will pull the trigger

To kill the pain, to kill me away.  To take me away.  To make me stay.  To flow with you.  To stay true.  To hold me close.  To scare away the ghosts.  To breathe in my ear.  To make sure that you are always near.  To drown in your love.  

I will pull the trigger.

Put the bullet through my pride.  To kill me when I try to hide.  Put the bullet through my fear.  To keep all that I hold near.  Put the bullet through my walls.  To kill me when hatred calls.  

I will pull the trigger.

Hold me close tonight.  Listen as I scream my fright.  Hold me.  I want to cry so bad, as my heart cracks open and pours out the crimson blood on the floor.  I only want to be close to you.  

I will pull the trigger.

I need to heal, so pull the trigger to kill...all that I was.  Not what I am...what I was.  

Hold me close tonight.  Listen as I scream my fright.  Hold me.  I want to be near so bad, as my heart cracks open and pours out the violet blood that has made us one.  I only want to love you.

I will pull the trigger.

And you will be the hand that stops the bullet.

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